www.thevalentinechronicles.com presents:
Russians
by
Paul L. Mathews
Twenty years before the revolution, before being
forced to flee Oridia, and Ivan had lost his bearings. Caught in the blast from
a mortar round, he lay amongst rubble, coughing and bleeding. All about him,
the fortress Ferroc Boon blazed, a curtain of flame and smoke from
behind which came a crunching, grinding noise—stone being crushed under metal.
Craning his neck, vision dimmed by blood running from
a gash in his forehead, Ivan saw a Theocracy noble stood at the breach in the
fortress wall, its brass Stak Ta suit incandescent in the reflected
light of the surrounding fire.
Ivan groaned and made a feeble attempt to reach his pistol,
fallen in the rubble before him. But it was no use. He was too weak and the
noble too quick. It reached Ivan in two long strides to thrust sword through his
outstretched hand. What little remained of Ivan’s strength was summoned for one
last, agonised howl of pain, and then he lay there, resigned to his fate.
Then, gunfire boomed across the fortress’s courtyard,
and the noble’s Stak Ta suit was enshrouded in sparks as the heavy
calibre rounds drove him back.
Yevgeny,
Ivan thought. Thank God.
Moments later, the noble finally fell, holed and
riven, collapsing at the breach like discarded scrap. Undaunted, his troops
tried to force their way around their leader, desperate to fulfil his orders
and take the fort, only to be cut down by Yevgeny’s systematic fire.
Then
“
“Skullion,” the dog mumbled through a mouth full of
material. “Aye, sir.”
“I remember,”
“I remember,” Ivan gasped.
#
“Parlour,” announced Kirill. “Long range scans
suggest the Troika is about to enter orbit of the planet Parlour.”
Two decades since the battle of Ferroc Boon, and
“Sauber’s Bazaar.” The voice
was cold and biting, like a winter’s wind.
“Sauber’s Bazaar?” asked
Yevgeny paused before answering. “I’m… not sure.”
“What are your orders, sir?” Kirill oozed, his
crooked, malformed hands wringing as he bowed his crooked, malformed head.
Yevgeny glanced at the cyborg dog. Company commander
or not, the old man still depended on
“Kirill,” the canine ordered, “set a course for
Parlour. It’s time to catch up with our old friend Ivan. And kill him.”
#
“Say that again,” slurred Boyd as he squinted at Doll
Two across the Troika’s stark, sterile med-bay. “In
layman’s terms.”
“If we do not get Master Ivan to a specialist soon,”
Doll Two said, its voice factual and devoid of
hyperbole, “he will die.”
“Die?” Boyd muttered, staring into space as though
trying to grasp the meaning of the word. Ivan turned to study him. Dishevelled
and blurry eyed, the Scotsman had obviously been drinking heavily.
Doll Two turned her smooth, featureless face in
Boyd’s direction. “It seems Master Ivan’s encounter with the Witch’s dragons
has left certain side effects. Not only is there significant—and
continued—agitation of the skin, but also internal damage. Master Ivan’s
internal organs are showing the first signs of tissue degeneration. If it is
allowed to continue, unabated—”
Ivan’s cyborg dog, Stalin, asked, “Can’t you do
anything?”
“I have tried everything I am programmed to know,
Stalin,” Doll Two said. “But, as much as the concept confounds me, I would
surmise the answer is less conventional.”
Stalin looked at Ivan.
“Skullion,” Ivan said heavily, as he realised there
was no alternative. “I need Thom Skullion.”
Stalin’s voice rose in pitch. “Skullion?”
Disbelief moulded the cyborg’s skinthetic features. “Why?”
Ivan couldn’t answer straight
away. Creasing in agony, his hands went to his chest. The pain was still
intense, and the welts left by the Witch’s dragons sore and open. They wept a
black, viscous puss that smelled of hatred and vengeance. Finally, as the pain abated
a little, he took hold of the wedding ring tied around his neck with a leather
cord. “He is healer,” he said, his broken English strained and contorted, “and
I am dying. I have no choice, yes?”
“That’d be a great plan if Skullion didn’t want to
kill us,” Stalin said. A nervous scratch had entered his tone, and Ivan knew
just whose hide the dog was worried about.
“Kill you?” slurred Boyd, obviously struggling to
keep abreast of the conversation.
“It was not me Skullion wanted to kill, it was
Gregor. But that was long time ago. I am sure Skullion has forgotten all about
it,” Ivan said, lying through his teeth.
“I doubt that, Ivan,” Stalin said. “All our enemies
seem to have long memories…”
Boyd lifted a finger. “Wait! I remember now! I’ve
heard of Skullion!” He pointed at Ivan. “He was your company medic, right? The queer?”
“Enough!” Ivan snapped, as—pain or no pain—his
patience reached its end. He turned to glare at Boyd. “Get to bed and out of my
sight, yes?”
“But—”
“No ‘buts’,” Ivan roared. “You are very drunk, and I
am very angry at you. Now leave before I lose temper.”
Ivan saw it in Boyd’s eyes. Suddenly the Scotsman was
clear-headed, the all-too apparent fear of Ivan’s wrath sobering him quickly.
Even now, Ivan smiled to himself, his reputation could
scare the wits out of the hardest men.
In took a moment or two for Boyd to lever himself to
his feet and wobble out of the room, throwing a mumbled apology in Ivan’s
direction as he left. Ivan made no sign of acknowledgement. Right now, he
didn’t care.
“So, do you know where Skullion is?” Stalin asked.
“Of course. The Bazaar. We should be arriving within hour, yes?”
#
True to his word, the Troika orbited Parlour
inside of fifty minutes, and thirty minutes later, Ivan, Stalin and the
towering mute bodyguard, Vast—clad in her transparent armour and sporting a
belt full of guns—stood in the doorway of one of the Bazaar’s smaller hangars.
Their shuttle, locked down and idle, lay dormant behind them. Beyond the hangar
lay the Bazaar.
Once described by Matinee as “
Ivan, for all the pain he was in, for all his
apprehension at meeting Skullion again, couldn’t help but smile as his senses
brought memories back. The sour scent of Karscalion coffee stung his nose, and
just the smell of it took him back to stolen moments between missions, sipping
the stuff with Skullion and laughing as the buzz made them carefree and
confident. As Ivan, Stalin and Vast moved through the chaos of stalls, there
was the same gentle throb in Ivan’s kidneys as the Bazaar’s subterranean
generators laboured to power bright spotlights. A kaleidoscope of
stall-holders, beggars and hookers assailed them with a dizzying array of
bargains, pleas and come-ons. Alien robbers and ne’er-do-wells lurked in the
shadows as their narrow, multitudinous eyes looked out for the overworked and
undermanned militia. The air tasted of spice and sweat tinged with cordite and
perfume, and the heat made Ivan sweat.
Making the best progress they could manage in this
strangle-hold of commerce and survival, the trio suddenly found themselves
accosted by a female Morling. Diseased and weak, she thrust her baby toward
Ivan.
“Ekta ti! Elapse!”
the mother begged, alien eyes clogged and almost blinded by sticky fluid and
some sort of fungal infection with its own tiny, snapping mouths. “I Noncat efed ti! Elapse!”
Vast stepped forward and shoved the mother aside
before—as she was paid to do—dragging Ivan away in search of safety. Ivan
looked back, mesmerised by the alien baby. It was barely alive. It was obvious
the mother just wanted somebody—anybody—to take it from her and feed it.
He forced himself to look away. He had no room for kids.
“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Stalin said, voice sullen and laden with an apparent thirst for
self-preservation.
Ivan looked at him. In all the time he’d owned
Stalin, it never ceased to amaze him just how nervous a cyborg dog could
actually look. Everything about Stalin—from his body
language, to his jittering eyes, to the oscillation in his voice—screamed fear.
Ivan wished he could blame it on some faulty chip or other, but no. Stalin was
just a coward.
As though she concurred with Stalin’s reservations—if not
his abject fear—Vast pulled one of her smaller pistols from a holster on her
utility belt and offered it to Ivan.
He shook his head, as he suspected Vast knew he
would. It had been nearly twenty years since he’d sworn he’d never use a gun
again—and he’d meant it. “No. No guns,” he said, smiling grimly. “I mean, what
could possibly happen to us here?”
#
From the flight deck of Yevgeny’s ship—the Siberian
Winter—
“Long range scans detected a shuttle leaving the Troika fifteen minutes ago,” Kirill
said. “It was manned by a human, a Vermiddion Devil and a cyborg canine.”
“They must be in there,” Yevgeny declared, “Sauber’s
Bazaar.”
Beyond the Troika, Sauber’s Bazaar sat demure
and innocuous, the randomness of the planetoid’s rocky surface broken only by
the occasional ram-scoop, thruster, graviton array, torpedo tube, or docking
bay.
“We ignore the Troika
for now. Come back for it when Ivan’s dead.” Yevgeny said.
“Oh, a masterful plan. So succinct and incisive.” Kirill said.
“
Crimea stepped forward. “Aye, sir?”
“Prepare the company. We’ll be landing shortly.”
“I remember,” Crimea said, citing the company motto.
Yevgeny replied with a nod. “I remember.”
#
Sat in a tiny café, Ivan drank a strong Karscalion
coffee whilst Vast stood at his shoulder and maintained a vigilant watch. Stalin
lay at Ivan’s feet beneath the table, fretting and nervous.
Ivan winced. The pills Dolly had given him were having
less and less effect, the pain becoming worse. It felt like his skin was being
scratched away by sandpaper, and his senses besieged by an increasingly acute
pain in his skull. His breath was becoming laboured, and he felt clammy and
cold. Even the coffee wasn’t helping. “We go,” he said.
Vast and Stalin followed as he limped from the café,
and briefly Ivan wondered if Skullion could heal that old wound too, take the
limp away. Maybe even a few deeper scars? He smiled a
humourless, resigned smile and glanced at Vast. Somehow he doubted it. There
were some scars even Skullion would never be able to reach.
“Have you any idea were
Skullion actually is?” Stalin asked.
“Of course,” Ivan said. “The
Bazaar.”
Stalin looked at Ivan quizzically. Even the normally
implacable Vast’s face creased a little in bemusement.
“But the Bazaar’s a big place, Ivan,” The cyborg dog said
“It’s gonna take a long time to find him if you can’t narrow that down.”
“I don’t need to,” Ivan said, looking about him. “Skullion
will find me.”
“But how will he know you’re here?”
Ivan smiled. He’d already seen them—the urchins and
snitches—sneaking off into the depths of the market after he passed their shady
hiding places. Yes, even after all these years his reputation was still such
that these guttersnipes could easily find somebody—some old enemy—willing to
pay for a tip-off as to his presence.
#
Not yet an hour since the Siberian Winter had landed in one of the Bazaar’s bigger hangars,
and Yevgeny’s company—the melee of the market pausing and parting before it
like the Red Sea—already had a lead on Ivan. Down a discreet alley, Crimea
questioned a young urchin. She looked longingly at the rations Yevgeny was
about to hand over, the old soldier little more than a slender silhouette in
the darkened alley.
“And you say you’ve seen Ivan where?” Crimea watched
her attentively, looking for any sign of untruth.
“Over at the Karscalion sector,” the girl said.
Painfully thin and malnourished, she was all dirt, cuts and tears.
“And where was he heading?”
“I don’t know. My guess is he’s looking for
Skullion.”
Crimea blinked.
“Skullion?” The surprise in
Yevgeny’s voice echoed that which Crimea felt. “Thom Skullion is here, in the
Bazaar?”
“Yes,” the girl said, licking cracked lips.
Crimea and Yevgeny exchanged glances. Skullion? That was unexpected, yet it made perfect sense.
Crimea had always known Ivan would go running back to Skullion one day.
The dog growled, “Where is he? Where does Skullion
live?”
“Will that get me extra?” the girl asked, not taking
her gaze from the rations.
A click of Yevgeny’s fingers and his company
complied, seizing the girl and forcing her to her
knees. Crimea detected a ripple of perverse excitement sweep through the men.
Baring his fangs, he stepped up to the petrified
child. “Don’t overplay your hand, child. Now, tell me: where is Thom Skullion?”
#
“I hate this place, Ivan.”
“Be quiet, Stalin.”
“Ivan, it’s dangerous. What’s there to like?”
Ivan made an expansive sweep of his arms that
encompassed the surrounding market. “The colour. The sound. The smell,” he said.
“It’s garish, it’s noisy and it stinks—”
Ivan stopped and turned to face the dog. “And you
would prefer what? An ice planet, like Oridia, with all that
cold and all that snow?”
“At least it was safe,” Stalin said. “Well… until the
revolution.”
“It was boring.”
“I’d settle for boredom over certain death any day.”
“That is because you are coward.”
“This coming from Mister ‘Afraid of Commitment’,” a
strange voice cut in.
The three of them turned just in time to see a young
woman lunge for Ivan. Vast quickly enveloped the youngster in massive, tattooed
arms before she reached Ivan, however, and the bodyguard held her off the
floor. Out of reach of Ivan, she kicked and struggled instead, spitting words
at him.
“You!” she shrieked. “You broke his heart! You said
you’d come back! You said you loved him!” Her head was shaven yet
stubbly and, despite her lack of height, the intensity of her struggle
suggested strength and resilience. Clad in dark clothes, they were topped off
with a black leather jacket decorated with painted, stylised skulls. It was a
jacket Ivan knew all too well.
Stalin paced a half-circle in front of the girl. “Who
the hell are you?”
She narrowed her eyes and glared at Ivan. “My name is
Skinn. I’m Skullion’s daughter.”
Ivan felt his chest tighten. “And where is Thom?” he
asked, almost afraid. “Where is Skullion?”
She stopped struggling. “You don’t know?” she asked,
with a hint of suspicion. “You haven’t heard?”
“Heard what?”
Skinn didn’t answer straight away. “I think you’d better
come with me,” she finally said.
#
Following the urchin’s directions, Yevgeny’s company
had left the commercial sector. The confusion and colour of the market had
evaporated into a steady stream of alien life making its way to and from homes,
rented apartments and slums. All of these aliens, even the militia, wisely
avoided getting in the company’s way.
Now, in the bowels of Sauber’s Bazaar, flanked by
houses and apartment blocks, Yevgeny and his men had found a massive tree
marooned in the sea of rock and shadow. Thick and old, its roots dug into the street’s
granite floor, and its trunk rose until buried in the thoroughfare’s high
ceiling. It had a single wooden door in its base, and the branches were bare.
“Okay, maybe the girl wasn’t lying,” Crimea said.
“Oh well,” Yevgeny said, his
voice suddenly muffled as he ducked his face down into a combat mask. “She’ll
recover. Probably enjoyed it anyway. The slut.” He raised his head, the blank, metal façade of
his combat mask hiding his contempt just as effectively as the mask’s
electronic distortion of his voice.
Crimea ignored the squad as the unit laughed
sadistically. He sniffed at the air, skinthetic nostrils flaring as his
olfactory sensors locked onto familiar scents. Ivan, Stalin
(How was that shit still alive?) and a Vermiddion Devil. They were here
all right. But there was something else—another smell.
“Yevgeny, sir,” he began, still sniffing the air, “I smell… something.”
“What?”
“I’m… not sure. It’s that bitter smell Kithaen used
to reek of.”
“Kithaen.” Yevgeny said, and
“I wouldn’t bet against it.”
Kithaen. The
enchantress.
#
The interior of the tree was surprisingly big. Ivan
stood in the living room, fiddling with his wedding ring. The room was homely,
with low beams and a rustic feel. Semi-circular, it was cluttered with old
wooden furniture and illuminated purely by candles dotted about the place in
old metal candelabras. Masses of old photos festooned the walls, and Ivan was
inspecting each and every photo in turn.
They were all there, frozen in time, all the old crew.
“Ivan, I’m really confused now,” Stalin said. “First,
I didn’t know Skullion had a kid. Second, what does she mean by ‘You said you
loved him’ and ‘You broke his heart’?”
“You must a combat model,” Skinn said as she walked
into the room, “‘cos you’re plainly stupid.”
She handed Ivan a glass of water. Ivan took it, but
he couldn’t bring himself to look at her, such was his discomfort. To look at her, to look at that jacket, just made him feel guilty
and spineless. How could he have walked away from Skullion like that? Maybe
Stalin is not only coward, he thought with a sardonic smile.
“Ivan?” Stalin pressed.
“Are you gonna tell him, or do I have to?” Skinn
said.
Ivan paused. Maybe it was time. Maybe it would help
to talk about it, to get it out in the open. God only knew he couldn’t when
Gregor was alive. He didn’t dare think of what would have happened if
Gregor—the galaxies greatest bigot—had found out about him and Thom.
Ivan drew in a long, deep breath. Then he began.
“Thom was not just company medic, Stalin,” he said. “He was my husband.”
There was a sound of half-swallowed water being
sprayed across the room. Ivan, Stalin, and Skinn turned to look at Vast. Water
dribbled down her chin as she gawped, frozen in place with the glass of water
held to her mouth.
Stalin looked at Skinn. “But if Skullion
was…y’know…how does that explain you?”
“I’m adopted, stupid.”
“Adopted?” Ivan said, subdued. “Thom and I always
talked about the possibility. He peered at Skinn, studied her a little. Could
this, in another life, have been his daughter? The question—the same fear—crossed his mind, the same way it
had done with Skullion: what kind of parent would he have been? As always, he
shoved it aside. All he could think of then was that starving Morling baby.
No. No kids, he’d thought, then as now. I have no
room for kids .Or the guts. “I never realised he had
actually done it,” he said.
Skinn smiled insincerely. “Well, maybe if you’d kept
in touch?”
Something finally hardened inside Ivan, and a fire
ignited. “That is enough,” he snapped. “You will stop trying to crucify me,
yes?”
“The hell I wi—”
“Don’t you think I feel guilty? Don’t you think I
miss your father? Skinn, I loved your father more than I thought was possible.
Leaving broke my heart, too.”
“Then why didn’t you come back?” She clenched her
fists, stamped her foot, and suddenly the hard veneer was stripped away. Ivan
saw Skinn for what she was: a child.
“I could not! I had commitments. I had people to
protect. Your father chose to stay here…”
He had to look away then. It was too much. He’d known
it would be hard—but this? God, he wished the Witch had killed him after all.
His head hanging, he fought to compose himself. He closed his eyes and ignored
the gawping Vast and Stalin. Finally he felt Skinn’s hands on his shoulder. She
shook him gently.
“Hey,” she whispered, “I’m sorry, okay? It’s just… All these years, y’know? Seeing Dad miss you so much… You
can’t blame me for being angry at you, can you?”
Ivan turned to her and smiled a sardonic smile. “No.
Or expect you to be as angry as I am.”
They looked at each other and, for the first time,
exchanged understanding smiles.
“So,” Ivan said, “Thom. Where is he?”
Then the gunfire started.
#
“Pour it!” Yevgeny shouted to his squad over the
report of their guns. “Pour it on! Don’t let them get out alive!”
Crouched low and growling,
The squad continued to fire for several minutes as
the Bazaar’s denizens panicked and fled, some screaming.
“Enough!”
Yevgeny raised a hand. “Get in there. Sweep the place out!”
The squad responded immediately, crouching low as
they ran toward the smoking tree,
Two shots rang out, and then another two, and
suddenly the squad was four men down, their bodies
twitching in the street.
The answer was big and red, and it burst from the
tree’s door with both guns blazing. This rapid-fire setback was as accurate and
it was unexpected, and
Whoever it was, she was cutting the squad down. Her
volleys were rapid and accurate, and what return fire hit her didn’t seem to be
slowing her down.
Then Vast shot him.
He was knocked off his feet by the concussion, and
his front right leg separated from his torso, torn off at the shoulder by the
blast. Rolling back, he tumbled to a stop, and tried to get up. It was to no
avail.
“Grenades!” Yevgeny
commanded. “Concussion and smoke!”
The squad complied. First a concussion macro-grenade
exploded at Vast’s feet, propelling her back across the street and into the
hide of the tree, then the second laid down thick,
impenetrable smoke.
“Retreat and regroup!”
#
Ivan had lost his bearings.
“I told you!” Stalin cried as he began to run in a
tight circle, yapping like a scared puppy. “I told you we shouldn’t have come
here! That’s Yevgeny and
“Shut up, Stalin!” Ivan’s mind raced.
“Oh, Jesus—that looks bad!” Skinn said, her face
becoming even paler. Behind her Vast—wounded but healing rapidly—stumbled back
into the room.
“Skullion,” Ivan managed to say through clenched teeth,
spittle flying from his lips. “Now would be good time, yes?”
#
The squad broke into a vacant shop a block or so away. It
would be only a few minutes until the Bazaar’s militia arrived,
and Yevgeny plainly begrudged having to fight them too. They weren’t
worth the ammunition.
Yevgeny had
“It’s bad,” the dog said. “I can’t even get a diagnostic report from that
shoulder. The wetware must be totally shot.”
“I can’t repair it here,” Yevgeny replied, his voice
even and unflustered through the mask. “You’re going to have to return to the Winter whilst we finish off Ivan and the others.”
“No,
The squad murmured agreement.
“Very well, sir, “
#
Leaving Vast in what was left of the living room,
Ivan—leaning heavily on Skinn—limped into the kitchen. The panicked Stalin was
at his side.
“They’re gonna come back! They’re gonna come back and
they’re gonna kill us!”
“Shut! Up!” Ivan shouted, tired of Stalin’s whining. He was in
pain, and his vision was fading fast. He didn’t have time for theatrics, even
if the damned hound was right.
The tiny kitchen was dominated by a fridge. Easily
seven foot tall, its clean white door contrasted with
the earthy colours of the kitchen’s wooden cupboards surfaces. Helping Ivan
over to the fridge, Skinn opened it. It was big inside—easily big enough for
the three of them to fit in.
“In we go,” Skinn said, pushing Ivan forward.
“In the fridge?” Stalin
said. “Is this your plan? Hide in the fridge? Why don’t we just climb in the
oven and admit we’re toast?”
“Just get in the damned fridge,” Skinn said.
“I thought we were going to see your father?”
“We are.”
Moments later, they were inside, surrounded by
cheeses, milk, cold meats and vegetables.
“Is anybody gonna eat that ham?” Stalin’s fear was
second only to his hunger.
Skinn didn’t reply, she just closed the fridge door
and plunged them into darkness.
Moments later, there was the ka-chink of a Zippo lighter being flipped open, and then the darkness
was banished as Skinn lit a cigarette.
Stalin stared around, wide-eyed. “Guck me!” he said
through a mouthful of stolen meat.
The fridge had gone, replaced with walls constructed
from skulls. Before them was a staircase that spiralled downwards.
“One word, Stalin,” Ivan said—he’d recognise this kind
of magic anywhere—“Kithaen.”
“This way.” Skinn helped
Ivan down the stairs as, cigarette dangling from her mouth, she held the Zippo
aloft.
Stalin followed, ham hanging from his slack mouth as
he looked about him, aghast. In the dancing half-light, the skulls seemed to
laugh at his unease, and he quickened his step.
#
Three soldiers ran up the Siberian Winter’s gangway and into the ship, heading
straight for engineering. There waited Kirill.
“Oh, sir. Oh,
my word.” Kirill set to work sealing off capillary tubes and stripping
out fragmented metal. “You’re so brave, sir, you really are. Such bravery in
the face of such damage—”
“Leave that,”
“But sir! The damage! You
won’t be able to walk—”
“It doesn’t matter. I have another plan.”
“Another—?”
“Yes. And I don’t know why I didn’t think of it
sooner. Tell me, Kirill, you sack of shit: do you still have those access codes
for Stalin..?”
#
They reached the foot of the stairs… and Ivan could
have sobbed. On a tangled mass of the tree’s thick roots, and beneath a thin
blanket—black, naturally—the man lay. He was nothing but skin and bone. The
walls of the circular room were rammed with gawping skulls, silenced by candle
upon lighted candle brooding nervously in their mouths.
“There he is,” Skinn muttered. “My
Dad. Hanging on just for you. Waiting.”
Stalin stayed at the foot of the staircase while
Skinn helped Ivan across to the tangleroot bed. She helped Ivan sit on the edge
of the bed before backing away. “Let’s go,” she said to Stalin.
“Where?”
“The kitchen. Let’s give
these two some privacy. Besides, I bet this
Then they were gone, and Ivan Valentine was, for the
first time in nearly twenty years, alone with Thom Skullion.
#
“Are you ready, sir?”
“Aye,” Yevgeny replied over
More of Kithaen’s magic, no doubt,
“I remember,” the company replied.
Over his comms system
Moments later they were in,
smashing down the already-weakened door and walls, and engaging Vast.
“Now, Kirill,”
“Aye, sir,” Kirill said, tripping the switch.
There was a moment’s disorientation, and then
It had worked,
Leaving his men to deal with Vast and the girl, he
turned and sniffed the air.
Magic. Kithaen’s magic. This
place stank of it—and the smell was at it strongest there, in the fridge. Get
ready, Ivan,
I remember.
#
Ivan touched the weathered hand gently, and Thom’s
eyes opened, becoming little more than slits.
“Ivan?”
“Yes, Thom, it is me.” Ivan found it hard to keep
emotion from his voice. Thom looked so old. He was every bit as twisted and
gnarled as the roots he slept on. Indeed, Ivan could see some of the roots
penetrated the skin, no doubt feeding Thom and keeping him alive.
“What… What happened to you?” This couldn’t be Thom.
It just couldn’t. Thom was so strong, with dark hair and darker smile—not this
bleak shadow. Ivan felt his throat tighten, and he fought to keep his tears in
check. “You were so…”
Thom’s laugh was a dry and brittle, like leaves in an
autumn wind. “Kithaen warned me, didn’t she? Didn’t she always say that every
time I laid on hands, healed a wound, saved a life,
that the energy had to come from somewhere? Well, I didn’t listen, did I? And
this is the result, Ivan. I’m spent. Dried up. Dying.”
“There must be something I can do? I could take you
to Kithaen—”
That dry laugh rustled about the room again, and the
candles flickered.
“No. Kithaen’s done all she can. She left me this
house, this bed, just to keep me alive.” He reached for Ivan’s hand ands
grasped it. His skin was cold, and his grip weak. “I don’t want anymore of her
charity, Ivan, I’m still a proud man.” His hand
trembled as he squeezed as best he could. “All I wanted was just enough
strength to hang on, just enough time to see you again—”
“And now you’ve lived long enough to see him die.”
Ivan turned to see Stalin at the foot of the stairs. Or at
least it looked like Stalin. But Ivan knew. The way he crouched low, chin
barely above the floor, hind raised, toes spread as claws sank deeper into the
ground. He’d seen that pose before, that snarl, that subtle arch of skinthetic
eyebrow. “
“
The pain Ivan felt as his head hit the ground was
nothing compared to that flair of agony as
But Ivan wouldn’t give in. He couldn’t give in. Was
His hand grasped a tangled root, and tore it from the
ground, clubbing
Finally, clearly annoyed more than hurt,
Ivan’s voice was slurred, and his vision was dimming.
“You… You were killing children—”
“They were soldiers,
Ivan!”
“No, they were children. Soldiers or not, they were
still children…”
Ivan fell silent, head
flopping back on the roots. Suddenly his eyes snapped open. The roots! He could
feel them squirming beneath his head and back. Were they moving?
“So you just gave away or position to the Theocracy
and left us to be slaughtered?”
Ivan
strained his trembling neck to look about him. Yes! The roots were moving! From out of the ground, from beneath Thom’s bed, Ivan could
see young saplings venturing forward into the open. They twisted and swayed
blindly, as if listening. Then, hearing
With that,
The killing blow never came.
The metal teeth were touching Ivan’s skin. He could
feel them in his flesh. But
Then they pulled him back and away from Ivan.
“Oh, well played, Ivan, you shit,”
“Goodbye, Ivan.”
#
Another moment’s disorientation,
and
“
#
Ivan didn’t know were he was, but he knew he was
nearly dead. He couldn’t see. He couldn’t hear. He felt sticky, covered in
something congealed and tacky. He tried moving, but he couldn’t.
“Ivan! Ivan!” The voice was coming from somewhere far
away. He thought he could make out a shape above him—a face looking into his. A canine face.
Ws that Stalin or
Skullion. Thom. He needed
Thom.
“It’s okay, Ivan. I’m here.”
Ivan felt tender hands cup his face. They were strong
hands, and their touch made Ivan’s skin tingle. Instantly he felt his vision
clearing, the darkness receding.
“
Leaning over him, cupping his face in his hands, Thom
looked young, handsome and virile. His roguish, stubbled face softened into a
warm smile as he looked down at Ivan. “It’s okay,
Ivan,” he said. “I’ve taken care of
Then Thom kissed him—a long, gentle kiss that rose
above sex and spit and spelled love and sacrifice. For every moment Thom’s lips
moved against his, Ivan felt the pain diminish, felt wounds heal and bones
mend.
Finally he was strong enough to take hold of Thom,
get his fingers into the healer’s lustrous, thick hair and feel that strong back
move beneath his touch.
“I’m sorry,” Ivan murmured. “I wanted to come back, I
really did. But, Gregor… I couldn’t tell him… About us. About me…”
“It’s okay,” Thom said with a sad smile. “I know. I
understand.”
Then they kissed one last time, their mouths open. As
their tongues caressed, he felt Thom Skullion breath one last, selfless breath,
the remaining vestiges of his energy passing between them.
Then Ivan was healed and alive, and Skullion lay dead
on his bed.
“Ivan!” Stalin yelped. “What just happened? I thought
you were dead!” He watched Ivan get up. “You were torn to bits, and then you
just… got better! But… But I think Skullion’s dead.”
Ivan didn’t answer, he just
stood and looked at Skullion’s desiccated body. It looked drained and flat,
like an empty vessel. Ivan went to him, leaning across the bed and kissing Thom
on the forehead.
“Thank you, Thom,” he whispered, crying. “Thank you,
so much.”
Then he turned away, intending to head back to the
kitchen. His way was blocked, however, as three of Yevgeny’s soldiers appeared
at the foot of the steps. He looked at them. He felt numb. He struggled to
comprehend the concept of Skullion’s death.
“It’s over, Ivan,” one of the soldiers said as the
others raised their guns. “We’ve got you.”
Then it burst out of Ivan, a roar that resounded
about the weird chamber. Suddenly he felt thirty years younger. Suddenly the
pain and the aches and the limp were gone. Suddenly he was the bloody, terrible
bastard that had torn through the Pagentorns like a scythe, taking lives,
planets and chances. Suddenly the vow to forsake violence and warfare was gone,
and he was himself again. He tore into the three men with a violent grief and
self-loathing that sustained him as he ignored their blows and took their lives
in bloodied, hardened hands.
Stalin had to look away.
#
It was, he knew, a redundant question. The three men
were dead already, and Ivan—no doubt healed by that shirt-lifter Skullion—was
back. Not that pale, frightened shadow of Ivan that had been hiding on Oridia,
but the Ivan he’d fought beside all those years ago.
The real Ivan. The one
#
Twisting serpents of gun-smoke and dust slithered about
the living-room, illuminated by the light that speared through the holes blown
in the tree. Amongst the debris six of Yevgeny’s company were sat on Vast—the
Vermiddion bludgeoned into submission and barely conscious—as Yevgeny prepared
to shoot her in the head.
Then Ivan burst into the room, breathless and covered
in blood.
Yevgeny and his company froze, turning to stare at
Ivan, and the two old comrades glared at each other.
“You!” Ivan said, breathing
ragged and uneven. “You took him from me.”
“And ‘Hallo’ to you too, Ivan,” Yevgeny said as he
bent his head to remove his combat mask. “It’s been a long time.” Mask removed,
he raised his head. His face was covered in hundreds of tiny scars, scored into
the skin in tallies of five. “I should know,” he said as he unbuckled his
armoured vest, letting it fall to the ground. “I’ve been keeping count…”
He opened his tunic. His body was also covered in
tallied scars, numbering in their thousands. “One for every day my company and
I were prisoners, Ivan. One for every day we were locked up in that Theocracy
hellhole. And this one,” he pointed to a particularly big scar rent into the
skin over his heart, “marks the day my wife died.
“It’s been along time, Ivan—but now I’m going to make
you pay.”
The words were lost on Ivan. Not for one second did
he feel any remorse, not for one second did he pause to reflect on the news of Gretchen’s
death. Instead he barrelled head-long into the seven men, taking them down in
one lunge. They fell about Vast into a tangled heap, and Ivan was up first,
smiling as if in some sort of daze.
What followed was both brutal and one-sided.
#
Kirill blinked, clearly surprised. “Leaving? But, what about Yevgeny?”
“Yevgeny’s a dead man, Kirill,”
#
The fight had been fierce but brief, and it ended with Ivan
pinning Yevgeny against the wall. Yevgeny was dead already, he just wouldn’t
admit it, and he stared hard into Ivan’s eyes whilst Ivan—Yevgeny’s own knife
in hand—felt the man’s ribs crack and part.
“I remember, Yevgeny,” Ivan declared, wild-eyed and
savage, wrist deep in his enemy’s viscera. “I remember.”
Then Yevgeny admitted defeat, and Ivan stepped away,
letting the body fall to the floor with a wet klotch.
Having
hidden in the fridge for the duration of the fight, Stalin slunk into the
living room, clearly embarrassed. The sorry remains of Yevgeny’s soldiers were
strewn about the place, broken and torn by Ivan.
Trying not
to dwell on this, Ivan—stitching up a nasty flesh-wound in his thigh—sat in the
corner by Yevgeny’s body, He hadn’t come through this struggle unscathed.
He could use
a medic, he thought. The bitter irony made him smile.
Ka-chink.
Teeth
clenched as he fed the needle through his skin, Ivan looked up. Skinn had
entered the living room too with vast. She offered a light to Vast—the Amazon’s
wounds already healing—as they both indulged in a jaffy stick.
Ivan and
Skinn made eye-contact, and he could see she knew that Thom was gone.
She showed no remorse, only a
resignation. Resignation, and something else. Covered
in cuts and bruises—the legacy of her own fight against Yevgeny’s men—there was
something gritty and dark in Skinn’s eyes that made Ivan shiver. Homeless and
orphaned, wounded and bloodied, Skinn didn’t care. In fact, Ivan guessed she quite
liked it, and then he finally understood.
She really wasn’t her father’s daughter.
#
“You are
sure you won’t come with us?” Ivan asked again.
They stood
by Ivan’s shuttle now. Beyond the door into the docking bay the market bubbled
and spat like boiling water in vivid contrast to the cool stillness of the bay.
“I’m sure.”
Skinn nodded. “Skullion might have been happy to tear around the Pagentorns
fighting for his life, but I’m not.”
She was
lying and he could see it. She wanted nothing more than to be ‘tearing around
the Pagentorns’—she just didn’t realise it yet. “What about you? D’ya think the
Long Knives are gonna send anybody else after you?”
“Oh, I am
certain of it.”
There it was
again, the temptation. It was scrawled across her face, leering out from amid
the cuts and bruises. “No. No, I’m not coming.” She clenched her fists, set her
jaw in defiance.
“You have
friends here, maybe?” Ivan asked. He loathed the thought of leaving her behind,
wounded and alone. “Somebody you can stay with?”
“No.”
“What will
you do?”
She
shrugged. “I’ll think of something.”
That was an
end to the conversation, he could tell. He suddenly felt ever more awkward.
What was he supposed to do now? What was he supposed to say? Ivan looked at
her. This girl—this ‘Skinn’—could so easily have been his daughter.
Finally, he
did the only thing he could think of. He moved toward her, extending a hand of
friendship.
She stepped
away.
“No, Ivan. Don’t.
It’s gonna take me a long time to forgive you for leaving Dad alone all these
years. You know that, don’t you?”
He nodded.
“An’ Ivan?” she
said, dark eyes boiling as she glared at him, “even if I do forgive you, I’ll
never, ever forget.”
#
Skinn’s
words were still haunting Ivan as he steered the shuttle back toward the Troika. Behind him Sauber’s Bazaar
continued to orbit Parlour. He kept trying to concentrate on what he was doing,
on where he was going, but all he could think of was what he’d left behind.
“Even if I
do forgive you, I’ll never, ever forget.” Skinn had said. That is okay, he thought.
Neither will I.
“Dolly, this
is Ivan,” he said over his headset. “Am beginning final
approach. Prepare to receive and secure shuttle, yes?”
“Aye, sir,”
Doll Two replied, her voice echoing in his ear.
“Preparing to receive and secure shuttle, Master Ivan.”
“How are
twins?” He hated to admit it, but Boyd’s recent re-acquaintance with the bottle
had introduced nagging doubts into Ivan’s mind. Could he still trust the Scot
to take care of the girls?
There was no
response from Doll Two.
“Dolly?” Ivan said,
puzzled. That wasn’t like the android. “Dolly? What is
wrong?”
“It is the
twins, Master Ivan. They went down to the surface…
“… And now I
think they’re dead.”
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